When I engage in clear thinking, the solutions tend to be concise and straightforward. I endeavor to delve deeper in order to discern the true significance of my existence. What is the ultimate purpose of my life? As I delve further into unraveling my motivations for existence, the answers become even more uncomplicated. Now, I comprehend that the fundamental objective of my life is to attain happiness and freedom; to achieve fulfillment! All other aspirations ultimately converge towards this underlying purpose. As I concentrate on this core objective, a remarkable realization dawns upon me; the element of time holds minimal relevance to this life's purpose! How would a lengthy lifespan aid me in attaining happiness, freedom, and fulfillment? Happiness, freedom, and fulfillment are emotions meant to be experienced. I must invest my time (and possibly exertion) in embracing and relishing these feelings. I must actively manifest this in the present moment! In fact, I possess the ability to choose happiness, freedom, and fulfillment right now.

Perhaps, the necessity of living a lengthy existence is not essential after all. Reflecting on the successful and cherished moments of my life, I recognize that I have failed to truly embrace and savor these instances. Instead of fully experiencing my accomplishments, my focus immediately shifted towards the next objective to be conquered. Continuation along this path may result in a life filled with numerous achievements, yet devoid of the true essence of living. Unless I alter my approach now, regardless of the duration or achievements amassed in my lifetime, I will perpetually miss out on the profound experience of living and my fundamental life purpose. When the time comes to bid a final farewell, I will always yearn for more time and unfinished achievements. Establishing ambitious goals and attaining them can indeed be exhilarating and enjoyable, but only if I genuinely immerse myself in the feelings of pleasure and excitement. Such a state can only be achieved through heightening my awareness of the present moment.

I have taken up a resolution to enhance my level of awareness and be fully present in every moment. While my actions remain largely unchanged, I diligently make an effort to stay mindful and attentive to the present.